EMBARRASSED...(my spelling correct ?)

there are 2 embarrassed things happen in my life...
it was unforgetable!!!i wan to forget it!!!
给我一杯忘情水~~~

1 is 2day lo...i go out v ern kuing without teacher's permission..
when v bek,ern kuing go in le but i still 躲 behind pjing...
teachers saw me...and she say
"i can see you! stand up!"
she repeated the "stand up"so many times...i duno she was saying me..lol
then finally i stand up..my face got red onot??i duno...
concludely,i felt very very damn damn xia sui....OMG..i dun to live anymore!!!
go back to my seat,duno y keep thinking bout dat incident..i dun wan think de!!!
and i feel regret,actually i can 光明正大 go in the class frm the front door..but duno y go frm back door jeh...

2nd is..few years ago..
i wan go jj and kec v frens..
dat day mum's saloon was very crowded..she needs my help but i no help her..
she cant fetch me,so i go by bus..and then taxi..
i wear a old heels..
i juz reach jj then the heels spoilt ald...
i didnt bring much money,dat time i'm still young,standard 6 or form1??cant rmb le..
so i juz buy a SELIPAR!!!!
i'm wearing 连身裙..can u imagine, wearing 连身裙 v selipar(i duno how to spell english)
and go kec party...everyone wear so chio~ nice~ pretty~handsome~
but me?!!!
haih...
i paid for the party..the party ends on 11pm summthing..
but then 9pm,my mum reach kec keep calling me back...i missed many performance~
sien...
embarrass one is my wearing...
i very regret dat i went out dat day!!

when i felt embarrassed, i will feel regret...oways like dat...
I DUN WAN XIA SUI ANYMORE..ITS A NIGHTMARE..
juz like now, 0059...i cant slip bcoz i think bout the class icaught by teacher..